My Community

January 28th 2021

Community keeps showing up in my astrology and my cards. I sit with a kid like wonder about this quite often as we are going through a time in this world where connection seems limited and there has been such a pull for me to take a step back from communities both online and in person. It’s been a beautiful change for my personal life as I finally have the time and energy to focus on my own well being and my little family. Sitting in meditation this morning I noticed that I am in this space of just now understanding what kind of community I desire.

I’ve spent a lifetime trying to understand what kind of community I even fit in. As time went by I desired communities that focused on parenting, being an entreprenuer, a creative, and a successful business woman. I giggle at those now as they are the foundations of what brought me here but the way in which I was thinking I needed them to be a better version of myself is completely different.

At some point I shifted into different communities, personal development, mindful parenting, homeschoolers, meditation, astrology, human design, and more. Those feel like big steps forward for where my vision of my life is headed but if I am being honest it still steps away from what is really happening in my heart. I’m learning so much so that I am not meant to fit in someone else’s community. I am my own community.

My community is centered around being a mindful parent, partner, and person. Focused on meditation, personal growth, and open communication. Getting lost in music, books, writing, sharing, and listening. Putting self care, healing energy, and awareness as a priority. Learning to love what the present moment brings with vulnerability and courage. I am my community and I draw in people who resonate with who I am so searching for it outside of me is something I am taking a step back from. I choose to build my community with a foundation in building myself first.