Fear vs Love

January 10, 2021

I had a vision of Payton coming up to me to sit in my lap. She wanted to connect and be in my energy. Max followed quickly behind but a fear of sharing me filled her little body and she resisted allowing Max into the space. I had a choice to encourage her fear and allow it to control the moment resulting in a hurt little boy who was being punished for following his own calling to experience connection with the ones he loves.

In the vision I took a deep breath and acknowledged her fear, I told her I understood that she wanted to be with me, and that sharing me was bringing in a fear that she wouldn’t get enough love, attention, or connection. I explained that when we move from a place of fear and lack, we pass that on to those around us making the connection we came for no longer enjoyable to be around. I reassured her that there is enough love, attention, and connection for everyone and sharing it with those that feel called to be with us will only create more love, attention, and connection.

Then I gave her a choice: If you want the love, attention, and connection that’s in this room to be its best, it requires that you let go of this fear that there isn’t enough to share with Max. Everyone deserves the love that they crave and they become more powerful when they realize they have the power to create inside themselves, until then I’ll be that space for myself so I am strong enough to share it with the ones connecting with me.